Thursday, March 3, 2011

More than just a song.


The opening song to Kingdom Hearts 2, Sanctuary by Utada Hikaru. First I liked it because I thought it was an awesome song. I put it on my iPod and listened to it all the time. Then I found out the lyrics may mean something else to me, something deeper than just a cool song.
To me, this song can spin a lot of different stories. But the one I like to picture the most is the connection between me and my lost baby, Skye. I don't think miscarried babies don't have souls. I've always believed in the spirit of my twin sister watching over me, and I now believe Skye is at her side. I don't know if Skye's a girl or a boy, so I refer to her as both, switching back and forth. I don't think it's right not to love someone just because you never saw their face. To me, someone never born can be just as real as someone living and breathing. Jordan and Skye will always be family to me, even if I'm the only one on Earth who loves them.

So, with that in mind, listen to the song, read the lyrics, and see if you can see what I see.

"Sanctuary"

In you and I there's a new land
Angel's in flight
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music inside
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
What's left of me what's left of me now

I watch you fast asleep
All I fear means nothing

In you and I there's a new land
Angels in flight
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
My sanctuary my sanctuary yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music inside
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
What's left of me what's left of me

snwod dna spu ynam os
My heart's a battleground
snoitome eurt deen I
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
snoitome eurt deen I

You show me how to see
That nothing is whole and nothing is broken

In you and I there's a new land
Angel's in flight
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
My sanctuary my sanctuary yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music inside
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
What's left of me what's left of me now

My fears and lies
Melt away
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I



1 comment:

  1. Thanks for sharing this. I think your view in this is really awesome, even though it is a sad situation. I love you Jazz. You are an incredible person. I am glad you are my sister.

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